It has been an amazing, revelatory weekend. Hard in places and hard work but so much achieved on so many different levels. The journey that has begun with tentative first steps continues to develop, enrich my being and take me unexpected places.
The “me-ness” of me is getting to be at the forefront of my thoughts and feelings and therefore my being. It is empowering and at times immensely difficult.
It felt like the lens of my life had been obscured, occluded. And with a barely perceptible twist, shift, jolt it all changes. I see the structure of relationships, loves, teh sky, the earth, the trees in a fundamentally new way.
I am reaping a huge benefit in empowerment, energy, satisfaction. I still can’t fathom the resilience that seems to have sprung from me. It has been a tough few weeks and yet my joy is untouched. The pain, loss, grief and injustice that I felt at events outwith my control remain real and powerful but the ability to live in joy, to appreciate the things around me and be in the moment, in the now, sustains me in a way I have never experienced.